| 2:24 p.m., May 11, 2006 I feel like I'm reverting to my childhood by writing in here. It's been a loooong time. It's made me feel like reminiscing. Everyone's gone and moved on to who knows where. I don't even know where everyone from high school is and haven't talked to many of them in ages. It's not that I'm not enjoying myself. I looooooove college life. I'm not sure how my parents feel about it, with me living home and all. I have a great group of friends and things to do nearly every night with them. But I often wonder what's happening with my other friends, the ones I've lost touch with. I know it's partially my fault. Whenever I graduated, I was so ready to move on, get on with my life. Incidentally, it wasn't until the second semester that I really moved on. And this semester has really been a turning point for me. I don't know. I also wonder what the future has in store for me. I graduate in three semesters. Then I'll be a teacher and have my own classroom. I worry that I'll be a good teacher. I also worry that I'll never meet my special someone and get married. It's crazy, since I'm only twenty, but I do worry. And then I see friends who are married and have children! Everyone has to go at their own pace, though. I don't know. But life is going on. I can't get stuck wondering about the future or dwelling in the past. Life doesn't have a rewind button or a fast-forward button. Rewind or Fast-Forward? - May 11, 2006 Rambling...I thought I'd get over it after high school! - October 06, 2004 OK, so I haven't written in awhile... - September 15, 2004 Graduate Sunday - May 17, 2004 Crazy - May 14, 2004 | New Mistakes Old Mistakes Extras SpyCat Design D-land |
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